Yup its been awhile since i last updated the blog, and in the meantime, many things have passed, eg: new year, twins turning 6 months etc. Just didnt have the mood to write...don't know why. We didnt do anything exciting for new year, just stayed in and chill in front of the tele.
Update on the twins: they turned 6 mths a couple of weeks ago and i have started them on solids on 25 December 2011. So far they have taken apple, pear and sweet potato puree. Must admit that ever since we started on solids, it has lifted a lot of pressure on me...on pumping enough breastmilk for them. They tend to go without milk slightly longer now. I would say the ratio is now 70% BM and 30% FM, which is not bad since previously 50:50.
What else????????
This morning, i woke up feeling tired and lethargic and it was one of those days where i REALLY REALLY didnt feel like doing anything. But do i have a choice???? And when its one of THOSE days, i get especially down, like i'm stuck with no light at the end of the tunnel and its soooo depressing. But i tell myself that THIS is the reason why i took the plunge and left the high-paying corporate job in the first place...so that i dont have to drive away from the house, every morning, crying my eyes out, wrecked with guilt of leaving my kids in the hands of strangers, instead of mine. And i tell myself that over and over again and the feeling slowly dissipates. Its like an instant painkiller.....the thought of my kids.
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